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| show me the way you move |
[26 Aug 2009|12:33am] |
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man oh man! i just home from blink182 and i had the best time i've had all summer.
i've been waiting for it and they did not disappoint
things are weird between them and you can tell but they were still great
i love them so much.
there's seriously nothing like seeing your all-time-life-changing-favorite band play a show
aw man i had so much fun. i'm so lame.
tomorrow is my first day off in 14 days. fuckin' a i've waited a long time for this
and i'm driving with my sister up to binghamton. we'll probably fight but it'll be a fun adventure nonetheless.
night lj i luv u.
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| he drinks and thinks about a girl who lies |
[21 Aug 2009|01:08am] |
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i just got home from the bouncing souls show. i will never love another thing as much as i love them.
thats all i really wanted to say.
i smell like other peoples sweat and my toe is bleeding all over the place and i couldn't be happier.
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| you gotta learn to hold your own |
[19 Aug 2009|04:33pm] |
i'm updating from my phone right now while at work. i clearly have nothing better to do when here.
i think i'm moving back home which kinda sucks because i just moved out last month but its also kinda cool because i will not be wasting 500 dollars a month to live 5 blocks away from my momz and dadz.
ive been sad the last few weeks and ive just been bawling for no apparent reason over dumb shit. i have little justification for feeling this way because life has been okay lately but i dunno...somethings missing. i wish i knew what it was.
joes leaving for tour tomorrow so ive got the place all to myself. im going to make grilled cheese sandwiches in my underwear and also tomorrow is the souls/lifetime/none more black show at webster hall. i cant wait to drink cheap beer with my brother and see the one band that'll never fail to make me happy.
i have nothing to say. im so damn borrrred i wish i could watch youtube or listen to pandora from my phone! i guess i should go like...help customers or some shit.
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| i hated this city before you came here |
[11 Aug 2009|01:05am] |
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before you were punk |
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( big girls dontttt crrrrryyyy )
it was so hot out today. like 90 degrees. i want to move to alaska
i hate the heat and i hate how its 1000 degrees in my room because there is no circulation
sleeping is going to suck tonight
whateverrrr
the bouncing souls are soon. i can't wait.
i didn't have anything to say i just wanted to take that survey hah
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| give it to me one time UH give it to me two times UH UH |
[04 Aug 2009|10:37pm] |
things have been so good. i love living on my own. it's so much fun.
i miss my family but i've been trying to visit them when i can so it's not too bad
i've been partying a lot and its been awesome but my body hates me for it
melissa joe chris frank and i made pot brownies the other day
another thing my body HATES me for
we were all dead yesterday and i still feel kinda terrible today
i'm never making special brownies again
i'll stick to the regular varieties.
i want to see funny people.
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| WHAT THE?! who's throwin potatoes up here? |
[27 Jul 2009|05:08pm] |
HAYYY!
i've moved into my apartment with joe. currently i am pirating the internet from someone in the area. maybe from the man downstairs? i dunno but its working and that makes me happy. its so hot in this place. f not having an a.c. they are so necessary to life. i like it here a lot, though. its been real good so far.
i've been a busy lady so far but i don't know what it is exactly that i've been busy with.
thursday is going to rule so hard because melissa sarah and i are all off from work
i wanna go to the arboretum and climb trees and maybe smoke a few bowls?
that'd be ill but i'm down to do anything they want to do. i just can't wait to be off.
this is me in my new gray room! i love it.
and
i miss my brother:(
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| you ain't my kinda man |
[13 Jul 2009|07:33pm] |
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hey! you! get off of my cloud! |
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thursdays will always be my favorite day of the week
last thurz at the railhouse we danced the whole night to the yeah yeah yeah's and other good tunes
yesterday sarah and i had a perfect sunday funday which included ihop, watching the birdcage while smoking/drinking cocktails, bbqing steak and corn, getting ice cream with laura, smoking more and then watching bridezillas and then melissa came! it was such a good day.
we've been slowly moving into our new apartment.
currently we have a futon in the living room, joe has got a mattress in his room and i've got pots, pans, knives, canisters, a shot glass, a funnel cake maker and 10 cans of paint in mine. i'm really excited about this. i think we're going to have a really good time at 611 madison street.
i want to go for a bike ride! and i want to see the rolling stones or a rolling stones cover band
i love them so much.
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| we're still here |
[01 Jul 2009|11:52am] |
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sex sells and (unfortunately) i'm buying. |
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last night i went to the post office with my two favorite sisters (jackee + christine!) and kara. we drank fish bowls and got low and had a very good time, though i've never seen so many broz and dumb bitches in one central location before.
i just had a realization... which is why i'm updating.
(i always update when i have them)
i've been wasting my time on someone that is completely different from me. i used to think we had so much in common and the more i think about it the more i realize that i've been making these dumb connections in my head that were never really there in the first place. i'm a weird person, and he tries way too hard to be just like everyone else and thats the one general trait that i don't like about people. i'm also not even sure that i can talk to this person anymore. he's got nothing to say. maybe this will all change, maybe i'm just starting to come to terms with the kind of person that i am and the kind of people that will make me happy. i think the one thing that i know for sure is that i don't know nothin.
nice op ivy quote, eh?
i'm happier now that i've started thinking about the friends in my life and i'm super happy because i'm cuttin' some people out that shouldn't have been there in the first place. LATA.
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| "did i just give my number to a gay guy?" - jack. |
[28 Jun 2009|01:32pm] |
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i feel like its time for karma to come around and do something good for me.
thursday was railhouse (obvs) which included a lot of mj/mj dance parties, friday was smoking ourselves stupid and watching bridezillas on demand for 3 hours and yesterday was a great day!
sarah and i went and got chipotle and then we started baking a rainbow cake and it came out pretty but then we killed it and peter saved the day by icing it and adding a shit ton of sprinkles to it. "this cake is literally held together by spit and prayers" we then went to melissa's house for her graduation fiesta! congratulations baby! we got drunk and ate margaritas delicious food and danced the night away and all the best people came and then anthony drove me laura eric jack and whoev home at 3 this morning. i'm so glad i have work at 4 today. i would have died if i had to go in any earlier.
i think i'm going to get chipotle again. i am addicted.
i'm moving soon! apparently we have a couch. life is getting better.
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| when you grow up i hope that you're still like you |
[24 Jun 2009|01:38pm] |
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( he never saw me singing, he never saw me spell my name )
thursday night was our typical routine. christina came and got me and melissa and then laura and we all went to the twisted shamrock where eric was and a girl that called me a cunt and dave and his girlfriend and maybe like 4 other decent people. that place is really starting to suck more and more. i'd almost rather pay for beers at a bar where only legal people are allowed. whatev. went to the railhouse after and it was a lot more fun because we're all friends there and it's like our own little version of cheers. we listened to alanis and tom petty and it was a good time. i walked home at 230 with no shoes on in the rainymisty nasty weather
the next day i died at work and threw up in the garbage because i am super classy and then i had to go get a kidney sonogram and i threw up in the doctors office too and then i went home and slept for 289 hours and woke up feeling fantastic. i don't know what the hell was wrong with me. i think my medicine reacted badly to all the beer in my tummy causing me to feel completely terrible. all that pain was self inflicted.
saturday i went to brooklyn with sarah and peter and we played 7 11 or doubles and were mean people regarding a certain beast that was there with us.
i'm moving out of my house and i can't wait. looked at the apartment with joseph and my room is really big and it's going to be good. i have little else to say.
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| there's no way in hell we'll ever live to see through this |
[17 Jun 2009|12:27pm] |
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have you ever gotten into an argument with someone and then suddenly realized where you're going wrong in life?
that just happened to me.
i'm so stubborn, but i can't help it. and in this particular situation i think my stubbornness is warranted but it got me to thinking and i think that i need a life overhaul. no one wants to be around someone who is negative and mean all the time and i was never the negative mean person until fairly recent. i'm going to try my hardest to be more like able. i feel like whenever i'm around people just want me to go away so maybe if i'm nicer people will wanna hang and i can be happy again.
i don't know.
i thought i lost the blink182 tickets today and i legitimately had a mild heart attack while tearing my house apart for them
my dad put them somewhere high up and i was unaware that the shelf he had them on even existed
its a relief to know where they are now, though.
day one of being positive... here we go! alright!
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| without me, what's wrong with you? |
[16 Jun 2009|01:19am] |
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monday monday monday!
i'm home from ohio. i had a really good time getting drunk and exploring/climbing all over the city with laura but ohio is not a place that i think i'll be returning to. it's anarchy all the time and there are a thousand bugs and they park their cars in the right lane which absolutely blows my mind. land of the free aaf. the rock and roll hall of fame was totez worth the 8 hour drive because it is an awesome place and right now the entire 6th floor is dedicated to the boss! i love bruce springsteen, he's the man. i bought a bunch of weird cd's and i can't stop listening to woody guthrie. lake eerie rules pretty hard, too.
got home yesterday after an awful trip home where we got into a fight with some lunatic woman in the dairy queen of lamar pennsylvania: population 5 and then got into a driving fight with an 18 wheeler who tried to run us off the road. fuck pa.
i had a serious nightmare last night and when i woke up from it i was standing in the hallway outside my room screaming and my brother and sister were both just looking at me like i was a complete psycho. i guess i kind of am.
and then today i made my mom leave work early because i was in extreme pain and thought that kidney stones had returned for a second time to destroy my life. we went to the hospital but then it didn't hurt as bad so instead i just went to some weird clinic in north babylon and got drugs to fix my infectious body. then i got burritos and the new rancid cd. i love rancid.
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DEAR LORD!
i just found this old blurty journal that i had from 2003-2004 and i am peeing myself reading the entries
here are a few gems that made me lol:
"corinne, this is ya motha"
" i want to stab him with a screwdriver in his english knees....then steal his calculator" (a quote from eric demarco himself)
"ugh i hate mixed signals more than grape lollipops"
"IM ON THE MOON MRS. REYNOLDS, LOOK! IM ON THE MOON!" - sean on a moon bounce
"vinny threatened my life with donuts, stupid tall."
"went to daniel to meet jenn and susan (jenns little satan..I MEAN SISTER!) "
"i know i can..eat what i wanna eat..and if i want something good i can eat yo mommas feet."
and there's also all these ridiculous entries about me being in loveeee and how i thought this boy liked me back
and this was one of my examples as to why i thought he loved me back:
him: im definatly going to salvation army with u
so xlastx summer: ok!
him: and u cant tell me different
so xlastx summer: i wont.
so xlastx summer: ..weirdo.
him: :-D
i clearly have the worst female intuition ever and it has been present in me for a very long time.
i was a funny fucking 15/16 year old. or maybe 16/17? i can't do math.
and this entry is most likely only funny to me but i don't give a care.
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| a boy who went out when he finished all his chores |
[01 Jun 2009|05:33pm] |
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i really hope things continue to go the way that they are because i have been having a blasty blast. its been so much fun to be me lately! thursday melissa and i went to the railhouse and played beer pong and the movie game with jeremy and rob for like 3 hours and then chris frank anthony steve dave and others came by and it was more fun because there was more than 4 of us in the place haha. i've also adventured with sarah melissa and joe and we finally found tiny town. it was a trek but that place is pretty sweet. yesterday we got 2fers and smoked and watched goosebumps which is one of my new favorite things to do. i think we're doing the same thing tonight
i need to dye my hair. its like a strange brownblondeblack combo and it looks atrocious.
i also need to get blink182 tickets. i'm kinda stressin about them! i hope i can get tickets for jones beach
i want to see them so baAaAAd.
i'm hungry
new lexicon is the best cd.
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[26 May 2009|11:04am] |
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its getting harder to leaaaaaveeeee |
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this is the best thing i've ever seen. i love them.
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| how long is too long when you're waiting by the phone? |
[26 May 2009|12:55am] |
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i really love SLC punk. it's such a classic movie. jason segel is my favorite. what a sexy sexy nerdy man!
and i love my imac because it enables me to watch SLC punk even though i do not own that movie! my old computer would have exploded.
macs ftw!
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| don't wait too long to come home, i will leave the front light on. |
[24 May 2009|09:35pm] |
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the last five days have ruled so hard. on the 19th i went to finleys to ring in my 22nd birthday and it was a good time and only good people showed up and we took shots and friended a creepy young man who called me "dub deuce" the entire night. worst nick name ever.
then on the 20th, which is my real birthday!, i took my brother to his road test in brentwood and we got lost but made it in time and he passed and we were both so stoked so we went to salvation army where i found a jonathan rice cd, so strange, but so good! then we went and got burritos and sat out in the sun while we ate and then we took a walk to the thrift store in town that is going out of business. that sucks! its a cute place and i love the ladies that work there. they're so nice. after all that we found my mom dad and sister and we went to bobbiques and got fried pickles. delicious birthday dinner 09! then i met up with my fantastic friends and went to mary carrolls and took shots and got drunk and listened to the bouncing souls on the jukebox. after we got good and drunk we went to mel marissa and georges apartment to watch the present that melissa made me.
it was the best present i've ever received! she got all my friends to talk about memories with me and they all told me how much they loved me and then there is a sick picture montage at the end. i cried like a baby and everyone video taped me crying because thats apparently what you do. melissa is the best friend evereververeverev x's 6969
other days: out to dinner with ann and melissa. we went to grand lux and it was AMAZING and the waiter hated us... surprise surprise! it was so good to see ann. i haven't seen her in like 2 years. i got a bike for my birthday and we've been biking everywhere the last few dayz. i also went to a party at peters and got very very smashed and had a blast with people i don't get to see too often, like kathleen and laura! and last night i went to meo's house with melissa and we had fun and played asshole and kings cup and then we went to a random studio party to meet up with chris and there was a chair in flames in the parking lot and a slew of terrible 17 year olds. it was fun making fun of all them, though.
this entry is very all over the place. i had the best birthday/birthday weekend of my life and today has been the first day i've really had any time to think about how awesome it was. i'm exhausted!
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| where'd you learn that trick? - grandma |
[19 May 2009|08:18pm] |
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i'm turning 22 in a few hours. so weird to think that much time has elapsed
and i have nothing to show for it!
but i guess i've got a lot of really good memories, if that counts for anything
it counts to me.
i'm going to finleys with a few good ladies and then tomorrow i have to take my brother to his road test and i hope that fucker passes. its going to be so good when he finally drives and then its part 2 of my birthday celebration with danielle and jackie this time! i hope its fun. i just want to have fun. and i want a bike. and red vans. i hope i get one or the other or both if i'm a lucky kid. who knowz
i'm really bored sitting around waiting for laura to get out of work. wah wah
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