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| i'll get over you, it won't take long. |
[08 Nov 2009|07:59pm] |
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change of heart. |
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i wish i had complete control over my emotions
i love jackie. she and i have the same definition of what a friend is
we're a match made in heaven.
i had the worst day at work today. i cried for an hour because they overload and stress me out and don't teach me how to do things properly so when it comes time to be alone i'm totally lost.
( there's been a chaaaaange )
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[07 Nov 2009|02:58am] |
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please read the letter, robert plant allison krauss |
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i feel like things could work out the way that i want them to and that i could be happy
and you're going to ruin it for me.
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| they yell "SPEAK UP!" |
[05 Nov 2009|11:52am] |
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the specials, little bitch. |
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my week of vacation was fantastical.
we picked and carved pumpkins and made apple pie/mummy hotdogs and ghost cheese puff things, watched children of the corn, and did a lot of other things that were non-fall related and then it was melissas birthday! we went to the railhouse and then the next night went to mulchaeys. that is a hard thing to spell. saturday was hallowmas but first we went into the city and tried to find the parade, got soaked while searching, saw a second of it and then went to mcdonalds instead and met the worlds worst old guy. went back uptown, found the new york grand ballroom and had the best time ever. thats what happens when you see world/inferno. its mandatory.
i went back to work tuesday and i'm already off today
thats kinda sick.
i want to ride my bike a few times before it gets too cold and icy
and then when it snows i can't wait to make snow angels
i love winter.
jkfldsjfkldsj
HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS IS FOUR NIGHTS THIS YEAR!
i love those soulzzzz.
i'm going with my sista and brotha
we're only going three nights though because bayside is playing the 28th and bayside sucks.
chuck ragan is gonna be there the 29th. i'm so stoked for that.
K BYE!
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| you are my boss, i am competent in your eyes |
[20 Oct 2009|11:23pm] |
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am i food or am i free? |
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tegan and sara's new album is so fantastic
i love "someday" i've been listening to it on repeat all day
my vacation from work is soon! i really need this shit
it probably sounds dumb because its not a "real" job
(real meaning a career or whatever)
but i invest a lot of time and effort in my job and its tiring and i can't wait to not have to be there for a week
and lauras off that whole week, too! and melissas birthday is that week!
and so is halloween! and the world/inferno show!
good things are coming up
i just watched a documentary on mail order brides
maybe i should become one?
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| i don't get many things right the first time. |
[10 Oct 2009|11:06am] |
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parents! why won't they shut up? |
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i went to kingston last night to see ben folds with dave and laura
it took us 4 1/2 hours to get there because of ridiculous traffic everywhere
but we made it EXACTLY on time.
like, we gave the dude our tickets, peed, got a beer and he was starting to play
perfect timing.
the theatre was gorgeous, totally unexpected for the middle of nowhere upstate new york
and he was phenomenal
i've never been so impressed by one person before
when he played "the luckiest" i got all teary eyed
so so so so so good
and so worth the trek that we made to get there
i love being blown out of the water by a performer
just one guy with a piano in a gorgeous theatre with great acoustics
i can't talk highly enough him/ the show he put on
geez.
yeah so little else has been going on
i'm off today. i want to adventure.
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| you came along and you changed everything. |
[01 Oct 2009|07:32pm] |
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forever and always |
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LAURA GOT ENGAGED! i'm so happy for my best friend! her and cory are so precious and happy and i love them both so freaking much. i can't wait til the wedding:)
i got my dress for hallowmas. melissa and i have searched for a couple days and we went to this place in port washington today and we both scored sick dresses and because old ladies love us we got them for 20 bones each. i'm so excited for halloween, jeez!
also, my credit card number was stolen the other day. that sucked. but after talking to various people in india i got the problem resolved and canceled that card altogether because i trust no one.
i'm going to the railhouse soon. i'm getting bored with it and hardly ever have fun there anymore but maybe tonight will be different. i doubt it. my heart hurts. i'm going to bring my ipod with me tonight so that when i walk home later i can cry with taylor.
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone.
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| i want to tell you i love you |
[23 Sep 2009|12:34am] |
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the only eye doctor in south park is really really mean |
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i don't know what to do.
i don't know if i should keep this to myself or say something
i wish you'd say something first.
dangggg
i moved back home, but i haven't slept in my room yet
i miss my bed but i haven't had time to put everything back in its proper place
i'm lazy and bored with life
i want to go on an adventure soon.
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| part 2 chapter 16 |
[08 Sep 2009|02:00am] |
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everything surrounding the ship is gray or dark blue and nothing is particularly hip, and once or maybe twice a day this thin strip of white appears at the horizon line but it's so far in the distance you can't be sure whether it's land or more sky. it's impossible to believe that any kind of life sustains itself beneath this flat, slate-gray sky or in an ocean so calm and vast, that anything breathing could exist in such limbo, and any movement that occurs below the surface is so faint it's like some kind of small accident, a tiny indifferent moment, a minor incident that shouldn't have happened, and in the sky there's never any trace of sun - the air seems vaguely transparent and disposable, with the texture of kleenex - yet it's always bright in a dull way, the wind usually constant as we drift through it, weightless, and below us the trail the ship leaves is a jacuzzi blue that fades within minutes into the same boring gray sheet that blankets everything else surrounding the ship. one day a normal-looking rainbow appears and you vaguely notice it, thinking about the enormous sums of money the kiss reunion tour made over the summer, or maybe a whale swims along the starboard side, waving its fin, showing off. it's easy to feel safe, for people to look at you and think someone's going somewhere. surrounded by so much boring space, five days is a long time to stay unimpressed.
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| send me an IM, i'll be your friend. |
[06 Sep 2009|06:45pm] |
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it's strange how when life seems really shitty something completely unexpected happens and it forces you to put shit in perspective. my life has been in shambles but its not the end of the world. things are going to get better, shit will work its self out, and life will go on. i wish that everyone could have that attitude, or at least be able to talk to someone if they don't. i feel like i need to go out and tell everyone i know how much i love them and how they can always talk to me about anything thats bothering them ever.
we all lost a friend friday. one of the best people i've ever had the pleasure of knowing.
life is too hard sometimes.
rest in peace.
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| show me the way you move |
[26 Aug 2009|12:33am] |
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i'll leave when i wanna. |
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man oh man! i just home from blink182 and i had the best time i've had all summer.
i've been waiting for it and they did not disappoint
things are weird between them and you can tell but they were still great
i love them so much.
there's seriously nothing like seeing your all-time-life-changing-favorite band play a show
aw man i had so much fun. i'm so lame.
tomorrow is my first day off in 14 days. fuckin' a i've waited a long time for this
and i'm driving with my sister up to binghamton. we'll probably fight but it'll be a fun adventure nonetheless.
night lj i luv u.
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| he drinks and thinks about a girl who lies |
[21 Aug 2009|01:08am] |
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lamar vannoy is stuck in my head |
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i just got home from the bouncing souls show. i will never love another thing as much as i love them.
thats all i really wanted to say.
i smell like other peoples sweat and my toe is bleeding all over the place and i couldn't be happier.
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| you gotta learn to hold your own |
[19 Aug 2009|04:33pm] |
i'm updating from my phone right now while at work. i clearly have nothing better to do when here.
i think i'm moving back home which kinda sucks because i just moved out last month but its also kinda cool because i will not be wasting 500 dollars a month to live 5 blocks away from my momz and dadz.
ive been sad the last few weeks and ive just been bawling for no apparent reason over dumb shit. i have little justification for feeling this way because life has been okay lately but i dunno...somethings missing. i wish i knew what it was.
joes leaving for tour tomorrow so ive got the place all to myself. im going to make grilled cheese sandwiches in my underwear and also tomorrow is the souls/lifetime/none more black show at webster hall. i cant wait to drink cheap beer with my brother and see the one band that'll never fail to make me happy.
i have nothing to say. im so damn borrrred i wish i could watch youtube or listen to pandora from my phone! i guess i should go like...help customers or some shit.
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| i hated this city before you came here |
[11 Aug 2009|01:05am] |
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before you were punk |
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( big girls dontttt crrrrryyyy )
it was so hot out today. like 90 degrees. i want to move to alaska
i hate the heat and i hate how its 1000 degrees in my room because there is no circulation
sleeping is going to suck tonight
whateverrrr
the bouncing souls are soon. i can't wait.
i didn't have anything to say i just wanted to take that survey hah
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| give it to me one time UH give it to me two times UH UH |
[04 Aug 2009|10:37pm] |
things have been so good. i love living on my own. it's so much fun.
i miss my family but i've been trying to visit them when i can so it's not too bad
i've been partying a lot and its been awesome but my body hates me for it
melissa joe chris frank and i made pot brownies the other day
another thing my body HATES me for
we were all dead yesterday and i still feel kinda terrible today
i'm never making special brownies again
i'll stick to the regular varieties.
i want to see funny people.
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| WHAT THE?! who's throwin potatoes up here? |
[27 Jul 2009|05:08pm] |
HAYYY!
i've moved into my apartment with joe. currently i am pirating the internet from someone in the area. maybe from the man downstairs? i dunno but its working and that makes me happy. its so hot in this place. f not having an a.c. they are so necessary to life. i like it here a lot, though. its been real good so far.
i've been a busy lady so far but i don't know what it is exactly that i've been busy with.
thursday is going to rule so hard because melissa sarah and i are all off from work
i wanna go to the arboretum and climb trees and maybe smoke a few bowls?
that'd be ill but i'm down to do anything they want to do. i just can't wait to be off.
this is me in my new gray room! i love it.
and
i miss my brother:(
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| you ain't my kinda man |
[13 Jul 2009|07:33pm] |
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hey! you! get off of my cloud! |
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thursdays will always be my favorite day of the week
last thurz at the railhouse we danced the whole night to the yeah yeah yeah's and other good tunes
yesterday sarah and i had a perfect sunday funday which included ihop, watching the birdcage while smoking/drinking cocktails, bbqing steak and corn, getting ice cream with laura, smoking more and then watching bridezillas and then melissa came! it was such a good day.
we've been slowly moving into our new apartment.
currently we have a futon in the living room, joe has got a mattress in his room and i've got pots, pans, knives, canisters, a shot glass, a funnel cake maker and 10 cans of paint in mine. i'm really excited about this. i think we're going to have a really good time at 611 madison street.
i want to go for a bike ride! and i want to see the rolling stones or a rolling stones cover band
i love them so much.
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| we're still here |
[01 Jul 2009|11:52am] |
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sex sells and (unfortunately) i'm buying. |
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last night i went to the post office with my two favorite sisters (jackee + christine!) and kara. we drank fish bowls and got low and had a very good time, though i've never seen so many broz and dumb bitches in one central location before.
i just had a realization... which is why i'm updating.
(i always update when i have them)
i've been wasting my time on someone that is completely different from me. i used to think we had so much in common and the more i think about it the more i realize that i've been making these dumb connections in my head that were never really there in the first place. i'm a weird person, and he tries way too hard to be just like everyone else and thats the one general trait that i don't like about people. i'm also not even sure that i can talk to this person anymore. he's got nothing to say. maybe this will all change, maybe i'm just starting to come to terms with the kind of person that i am and the kind of people that will make me happy. i think the one thing that i know for sure is that i don't know nothin.
nice op ivy quote, eh?
i'm happier now that i've started thinking about the friends in my life and i'm super happy because i'm cuttin' some people out that shouldn't have been there in the first place. LATA.
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